Allah knows better than you.

But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not. 

(2:216)

Thus, you have to be optimistic person. Bear in mind everything happens for a reason, dengan kehendak Allah. One day it will make sense to you, insyaAllah. ;)) 

Thus, let's pray to Allah and ask for His help coz He is the best listener.

Good night. Time for sleep. 

*Nak belajar tido awal sbb nak bangun subuh awal.